No More Light

All the walls that you keep building, All this time that i've spent chasing, All the ways that i keep losing you. And the truth is you turned in to someone else. You keep running back the sky is falling.  You say i cant understand, but you're not giving me a chance when you leaved me, where did you go?
I can whisper i can yell, but i know yet i know yet i know. I'm just talking to myself.  Tell me what i've got to do. I admit i've made mistakes but your's my cause to everything, can't you hear me calling you home?
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I've got an aching head, echoes and buzzing noises. I know the words we said, but wish I could've turned our voices down.
You didn't get your way and it's an empty feeling. You've got a lot to say and you just want to know you're being hurt.
There are no clear solutions, but this is not black and white, Only organize confusion.
I was not mad at you, not trying to tear you down. I'm just trying to get it right and in spite of all I should've done. The words that I could've used. I was too scared to say out loud.
If I cannot break your fall, I'll pick you up right off the ground. If you felt invisible, I won't let you feel that now.
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When they turn down the lights, I hear my battle symphony. All the world in front of me, if my armor breaks I'll fuse it back together.  If I fall, get knocked down. Pick myself up off the ground. Please just don't give up on me.
I got a long way to go. And a long memory. I've been searching for an answer, always just out of reach.  And my eyes are wide awake for my battle symphony, until .. You say that I don’t belong, that I should retreat.
But the sound of your voice is the pain in reverse.  No surrender, no illusions and for better or worse. I've been searching for the courage to face my hearing-you-saying "don't hope".
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A period is after every sentence, did my time with my cellmate, maxed out so now we finished. Every day was like a hail date, Every night was like a hailstorm. You've got a lot to discuss on the words. Headed back where you're from. Somebody else could be stepping in front of you and it makes you so mad that you're not the only one. There's more than one of you. And you can't understand the fact. That it's over and done, hope you had fun.
Consequence when you ain't there for him. Were you there for him? Did you care for him?
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I don’t like my mind right now. Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary. Wish that I could slow things down. I wanna let go but there’s comfort in the panic and I drive myself crazy. Yeah I drive myself crazy cause I can’t escape the gravity. Thinking everything's about me.
You say that I'm paranoid, but I’m pretty sure the world is out to get me. It’s not like I make the choice to let my mind stay so terrible messy. I know I'm not the center of the universe, but you keep spinning round me just the same. I keep dragging around what's bringing me down .

I'm Holding on. Why is everything so heavy
Holding on. So much more than I can carry
If I just let go, I'd be set free.
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I'm dancing with my thoughts, hanging off the edge waves that break above my head. Head-first hallucination. Stare into this illusion for answers yet to come. I chose a false solution. But nobody proved me wrong. I've been searching somewhere out there for what’s been missing right here .
If I only can save me now, I wanna fall wide awake now.
And I don't wanna let you down, I'm holding up a light. I'm chasing up the darkness, inside. But only I can save me now.
So You tell me it's alright, Tell me I'm forgiven, tonight! Cause nobody can save me now.
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Mama always told me Don't you run with scissors, son. You're gonna hurt someone. Mama told me look before you leap, Always think before you speak, and watch the friends you keep. Stay along the beaten path, never listened when she said Sharp edges have consequences. Let it fall apart, but all the things I couldn’t understand. Never could’ve planned
They made me who I am
These are years you’re never getting back. I guess that I had to find out for myself. Sharp edges have consequences . Now every scar is a story I can tell.
We all fall down. We live somehow. We learn what doesn't kill us makes us stronger
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I used to get high with four masjid's towers where the lights live greeny DI. I've never been higher than i was that night, 9th of Juny. I woke up midnight, driving my motor, I couldnt see then what i see right now the road disolving like an empty vow. Couldn't remember where i'd been that night. I knew i took it too far. I remember, now i remember. All you said to do was slow down..
Told me akhi youre going way too fast, You'll burn too bringh you know you'll never last. It was bullshit then i guess it makes sense now
Said i'd lose you if i lost control. I just laugh because what do they know. Here i am standing all alone because i took it too far.
I scream at myself when there's no body else to fight
I dont lose i dont win if im wrong and im halfway right
I know what i want but it fells like I'm paralyzed . But i was already gone.
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Should've stayed where the sings i ignored. Can i help you not to hurt anymore?
We saw brilliance when the world was asleep. There are things that we can have but cant keep. Its not fair, just cause you cant see. It doesnt mean it isnt there

Who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars, it flickers, flickers.
Who cares when someones time runs out if a moment is all we are, or quicker, quicker.
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well i do
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Watching the wings cut through the clouds. Watching the raindrops blinking colors and clear . Thinking of you back on the ground that willful fire burning in your words. I only halfway apologise .
Stop telling 'em to try calling home but nobody could wake up. I just passed out by the time you wake up.  Don't ever have a problem make no mistake. I can't wait to come back when I'm going away..
Best things come to those who wait and it's time to get pumped on any road you take.

After a while you may forget but just incase the memories cross your mind. You couldn't know this when I left, under the fire of your emotional tongue..  I never wanted to say goodbye. Cause sometimes things refuse to go the way we planned.
There will be a day that you will understand
There will be a day that I couldn't be around
So I'll be sorry for now.
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I'm trying make way for the new queen. Let me say goodbye to my little angel, my past life, the lightness.
Tell 'em that I'd rather be here in the starlight, where they love me. That I'm yours this is our life And I still keep raising the bar like
So say goodbye and hit the road, pack it up and disappear!. You better have some place to go 'Cause you can't come back around here. (Don't you come back no more)
Good Riddance, Good Goodbye..
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